santianna

I think that's what this is supposed to be called.

I've since deleted the entry (4th Feb), because I don't suppose it does anyone any good to have it there.

I said some rather nasty things about the drama group's director, most of which isn't true. For people who actually remember what I said in the absolutely incoherrent rant I had over MSN with my boyfriend, I mentioned something about him liking a boy in the production.

That is absolute bullshit.

It was personal emotion expressed in the crudest possible way, and not everything was true. I do write to entertain afterall, absolute truths can be so bland sometimes.

LOL
The mother fucker told me he was really old and asked me to guess, so I said 47, and he said he was 55. Well, he's lying of course. But he managed to convince me he had 2 grandkids. What The Hell. Oh he was cute as can be, as he usually is. Danced with him for the first time in a long time, and it wasn't very good. ARGH! He says my basic is HORRIBLE how saddening. But I had quite a bit of fun. Gonna meet this south american guy I met at the club tomorrow. I have no fucking idea what we'll be doing, but at least we're gonna meet in the day, so that's good. I'm relaly NOT attracted to him. And dancing with him was painful. He was just taught an entirely different way then im learning. Bother bother.

Anyway! Justin asked me why i'd want to stay overseas, and I as like, well, I get to hv my own apartment. And he's like, yeah, you want a kept man don't you. *blush* well no. I don't like to keep my men, they can do whatever the hell they want to, it's none of my damn business

Oh but today was nice. Justin's so very nice. I love watching him dance!

si|verwo|f (7:41 PM) :
phew! luckily u going for shower ....
haha ... no matter what, i going to rape u sooner or later ... LOL

WTF?

Letsee... I really want the clie TH-55.

My parents are going to be in Sarawak for the easter weekend, visiting my grandmama, whoes not feeling in particularly good health lately. And neither of my guys are around! What a fucking pit, otherwise we could have a whole weekend of debauncery and homey activities like watchin Lolita on their mildly acceptable sound systems Screw that. I'll watch Lolita on  my PC. The novel is just fabulous.

Well, my life's boring now. Screw it.

You know what I really want? Vanilla Ice Cream over a rich blakcforest brownie with walnuts, sprinkled with peanut sugar and fudge and absolutely smothered in rich chocolate sauce (not the no fat hershey's kind!) and Bailies. Fuck i need a drink.

*sigh* After nearly two stright nights of a comfy bed and a nice warm body beside mine; his arms across my breasts and my back pressed against his chest... I like falling asleep in his arms, and I like waking up in them.

I like hearing the sound of the water running in the morning as he showers and I like sitting on his couch as the sun rises watching the people rush to work in the little streets below.

oh well.

The Sudden Departure
Random Brutal Love Master (RBLMf)


    Sweet. Dear. Loving. At Gate 18. Final call.

    You are The Sudden Departure.

    You've been in a lot of serious relationships. More than a few have ended ugly. Uglily. Whatever. Our guess is that you're a really fantastic girl who doesn't really know what she wants, and you've broken a few hearts as a result. You fall for people easily, and you enjoy the feeling of falling in love, but once you're there, either boredom or the old "grass is greener" syndrome sets in. The mind wanders, and with it goes the flesh. And then the toiletries.


We know you're not the classic "love 'em and leave 'em" type, at least not in a purely sexual sense. You have too many serious bonding tendencies for that. But even though you're theoretically looking to settle down, you don't settle long on one person. "Serial monogamist" is probably something you hear a lot. "Emotionally loose" is another way to put it. To the poor guys eating your dust and sniffing your panties, it doesn't really make much difference. Of course, it's not really your fault that people get hurt. You have every right to move on when you choose.